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3月28日 乌啦~今天补了一枚钱币,就是我上周虐的那枚,效果竟然还看得过去,拿给老师看后竟然得到表扬,21年来还是第一次有人夸我手巧啊,虽然我知道其实自己手还是很笨的说,嗯,一直这样 今天和塞子去ZBB抱了一本红宝回来,相比起菜的绝望来说,我心情超好啊~~真的是超级奇怪的好,大概是我一看到新的东西就比较激动的原因吧,反正就是很happy,虽然明天的化工实验报告现在还几乎没写,但是突然就觉得有无限动力了啊 I am on my way. greatwall~~~ 3月27日 pb越来越好看了啊~可惜还只剩一集的看头了……
21集真是赞啊,看着Mahone听到Pam说“I'm not saying no”时感动得已经近乎无措的释然,看到Kellerman满身徽章叩动扳机的绝望,就知道,这一集,值得品味的已经足够多了。随着镜头的转动,我们又一次瞥到了他们心底的柔情……
结束了忙碌的一天,看一集新播的pb真是无比的享受啊。虽然困到极点了,但是明天的事情还没有准备,我的梦乡离我还是有一定距离的啊:(
嗯,终于换了一种比较正常的语气来说话了,再发几篇日志,就能把以前的不快都沉下去了,hiahia~~
顺便说一件很高兴的事:今天在中关村,一个女的问我要不要新东方资料,另一个女的,问菜要不要盘,哈哈,人们的本性都彰显出来了啊……想起李笑来和杜昶旭关于这个的笑话,就越发高兴了,看来还是我长得像学生,hoho~~~ 3月26日 overEverything about that problem has passed...
I am too lazy to record the reason,all was caused by a person unresponsible and resulted in the misunderstanding,that is all i can say.
Anyway,the good news is i finally made a decision which should be attribute to the daydream.
So i will go ahead.
And thanks to mickey for sharing my trouble.Thanks will also be given to pig cause just this big pig helped me see clearly.
The end 3月23日 zz"How you doing, Charles?" Mahone asks quietly. Haywire, who is sitting, looks up at him
and says, "I don't want to go back to prison." Mahone chortles and says, "I don't blame
you." Haywire adds, "I want to go to Holland." Mahone, still standing a ways away,
laughs ruefully and says, "That's not what I expected to hear. But you can't go there,
son." Shaking his head furiously, Haywire pulls out his painting, unfolds it, and points at
the windmill, saying tearfully, "I just want to go here. See?" Mahone looks at that, and
his entire body cringes back as he exhales. (Can you tell I love this scene? Wellplayed,
both of you.) After a moment, Mahone says quietly, "I tell you what. You don't have
to go to prison. But you can't go to Holland either." Haywire childishly protests, "Oh,
no no no no no no no." Mahone leans forward and says, "Hey, it's okay. It's okay --
you're…you're in a tough spot. You feel trapped, you got no options, and you're caught
in a situation whereyou've got no control." Wow project much, Mahone? At least he
didn't add, "And you're working for this total tool! And you hate him!" Mahone says, "I know how you feel. I do. It takes its toll on you, and all you want to do is run." We cut
to Haywire, looking pensive. Mahone asks, "But run where?" Haywire says pleadingly,
"I just want to go."
A long, quiet moment passes before Mahone says, "There's a way out." Haywire looks up at him, his eyes wide. As the unsettling, haunting strains of "Home" by Alexi
Murdoch start up, Mahone nods. Haywire sobs, "Out of this maze." Mahone -- his
face a study in regret --"whispers, "Yeah."We cut to Mahone saying, "I know you killed
your parents because they hurt you. And I know you killed that guy yesterday because
he was hurting Sasha, but what you did -- it was wrong. You know that." Haywire sighs, more in sorrow. He looks up at Mahone and
says tremulously, "I want to go." Mahone's face smoothes into a blank and he says, "You
can." Haywire pulls himself to his feet and says, "I want to go now." He looks over the rail. Mahone looks faintly nauseous at
Haywire actually
getting up. He quickly looks down too. Haywire looks at Mahone, and Mahone says,
reluctantly, "It's okay."
And Haywire jumps.
suddenly i found myself like Haywire--easily attracted by the world outside but would never reach the dreamy Holland……
突然打乱了安静的生活,总是经不起诱惑,于是又觉得自己其实错过了好多。
anyway,try my best吧~
现在大脑一片混乱中,有点接近崩溃的底线了……
或许,像我这样的人是不应该有机会,不应该有选择的。。。
彻底不知道自己想说什么了@@ 3月22日 看了一个blog突然有点说不出的感觉。
我现在究竟在干什么呢~真的一切都无忧了么?
或许,我也把未来想象的太一帆风顺了吧……
ms每当第一次看到一些熟人的blog时总会有些莫名的感慨,抑或颓废?
本来想再开一个blog,记录下在Arch的点滴,可是申了好几个帐号,都发现模板难看得很,也许是习惯了msn space的这种浑然一色吧~更主要的是,我实在想不到什么好的名字,所以愈发不敢去面对,于是暂时搁置了……
又胡乱言语了几行,算是此时小迷茫的一个写照……
就这么多~ 3月19日 和猪头打电话嗯,心情似乎好很多了~
原本只想做一日和尚撞一日钟算了,日子大概也就这样混下去吧,现在做出的选择其实也只是一个自我安慰而已,告诉自己即使世界都抛弃了我,还有一个能埋住我黯淡身影的地方让我容身。因此这件事也没有让太多的人知道,现在想来,其实挺可笑的,我做出了一个自己都不愿意面对的选择。
可是,我还有别的选择么,我不愿意提自己的悲哀。
好在有猪头的电话了,突然觉得,似乎前面也不是那么绝望,很多事情自己努力应该可以营造一点光亮。想起大一的时候上新东方的感觉,似乎就像一个懵懂不知事的小p孩,突然看见了那个绚烂多姿的花花世界,突然明白了原来人可以有很精彩的活法,只是看你想不想争取。细细数来,很多时候,曾经的我,似乎也有着一点雄心壮志,因为,任何时候的我,都不似现在这般萎靡。
我们都会很好的,不是么~
我们都会拥有自己想要的,只是,走过的路,可能会很艰辛。
至少,我们都看到了一些光亮吧……
ps本来想酸一点,但是发现实在有太多想说的话,反而有种欲言又止的感觉。其实,也好吧~
3月17日 zz一点咚咚由于我知道自己现在已经没什么能力写咚咚了,所以就转载一点从贴吧里看见的还不错的剧评,来表达一下俺对mahone的欣赏~
[转贴]如果世界背叛了你,至少还有我为你背叛整个世界
3月9日 随便说几句~又有一阵子没有更新了,不是没事情,而是不想写,因为越来越明白,日记其实是一种放大。我不想放大我的情感,所以索性只让它于我有短暂的停留便好了……
事情似乎慢慢进入正轨了,这学期有意的少选了很多课,因为已经厌倦了那种没头苍蝇般的日子。实验室就算是进了吧,只是闲得很,不过好在我还是很喜欢悠闲。pb终于跟上米国那边的进度了,但是没有pb看的日子实在是空虚的紧。看到season2,才发现原来每个人的心底,都有着自己的柔情,所以开始有些欣赏Mahone和Kellerman了,那种透着智慧的特工“风度”似乎比Michael的逃亡生涯更能打动我,唉,审美观愈加诡异了啊~~~
今天去看了庞贝那个展览,真的很赞,不过就是走的太累了……讲解器的水平似乎也不够,听起来啰里啰唆的。总体说来,虽然离我想象中的震撼场景有一定的差距,但作为一次艺术的熏陶来说,已经很不错了~~~
看来我的写作能力丧失的差不多了啊,到现在已经不知道自己到底在说什么了,嗯,就这样吧,多想少写好了~ |
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